I heard Alanis' "You Oughta Know" on the radio the other day & realized I didn't have ANY Alanis on my iPod. How could this be? When I went looking for my Jagged Little Pill CD I found Under Rug Swept and was taken aback. How I had forgotten this gem? This had once been a life line of sorts.
Say what you will about Alanis but this chick is bad ass. Let's not forget she was engaged to Ryan Reynolds. She's Kevin Smith's idea of God. She was on Weeds.
I love Alanis and the fact that she says what women should be saying. (I know Beyonce's all Girls Run the World but I'm pretty sure Alanis never even thought to ask if anyone's ready for this jelly.) Alanis' no bs lyrics & quirky delivery have always moved me.
I'm not sure Under Rug Swept was a huge hit for her. But 2002 was a year that I changed my entire life. I made a lot of people mad by deciding to live my life on my own terms. I watched a lot of people I considered friends walk away and not look back. To deal with it, I did what singles girl do. I drank-a lot. I did some things that are best saved for another type of blog. And I listened to Alanis. She was a kindred spirit. A woman loose in the world with only her truth. & she sang what I felt.
I came out of that time to a world of possibilities and, eventually, true contentment. So these songs make me sad & wistful & are mired in a weird sense of loss. But knowing now what I learned by going through that more than anything made me proud of the person I am on the other side. "Oh these little rejections how they disappear quickly/the moment I decide not to abandon me"
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OK so I'll start by saying I missed reading about your thoughts and adventures. I think you might have a second career.
Young the Giant; awesome pick!! Love it and I already downloaded it.
Alanis~what more can be said? I have been to that shattered world and back (maybe even twice) the only difference is I was belting out "Jagged Little Pill" I'm sure you heard the dogs howling.
HelloGiggle I love it!! Anything with Hello Kitty can't be bad!!
Lastly, one word comes to mind after looking at the pictures of your new recipes.......yummy!!!
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